What I fear the most these days… is becoming atrophied .When one feels and thinks too intensely , one eventually reaches a dead-end beyond which there is just a deadening mind numbing sensation. The more I know of the world, understand it deeply, the less I like it and wonder why am I a part of all this ? Perhaps it’s a sin to think and feel, one should merely act, parrot what is expected and get on with the business of life. But for someone like me who’s had an apology for a reality principle it is hard. I hold on to ideas and notions which seem to have lost meaning long back. Will I continue to cling to them, learn to move with the flow or learn to navigate my way against the tide.. Questions that continue to cloud my mind…missing pieces which I hope to fit in some day..